very rough draft of a blog, but here goes anyway...

just a very rough draft of a blog. I washeaded back to bed for a nap with only my Blackberry to write in. He gave me this, it's been awhile... Nonetheless, here goes: '2005 Turning 40... I never and I mean honestly never dreaded the big 40. Andcontrary to Andrew's kidding I was only 39 once. I was excited to turn 40. Iremember that birthday well... Looking forward to what God had in store forthe next 40. If I'd only known... At times this last year I have thoughtwhat the heck was I thinking? I was 42 when Andrew joined the Army and lefthome and when Rachel died. Empty nest at 42, seriously? Not what expected atall... And while sometimes I have thought what the heck He reminded thismorning what a sweet time it has been so far. Hard, yes. Struggled, yes.Still have hard days, yes. Still struggle, yes. Its okay to struggle andhave those days, I don't like it and feel like such a failure when I do butit is okay and even expected. it makes me lean on Him even more. And that isright where He wants me... And I am okay with that.' I am going back to bed so I can work tonight, ugh.... Praying your day is blessed!

Halloween Costumes... Griff the HOT Dog and Clara the Lady Bug

Clara the Lady bug


Griff the Lady Bug


Griff, he's one HOT dog...

Kutless - What Faith Can Do

I heard this first thing this morning... I love how HE speaks to me...

Casting Crowns - Until The Whole World Hears

I can't tell you how many times I have heard this song and never really let the words sink in... I love my drive to Fort Worth, such awesome worship time!!! Lord, let this be my prayer...

Better than a Hallelujah (lyrics) Amy Grant

Third Day - Show Me Your Glory (With Lyrics)

Building 429 - Always

Thank you Michelle, not sure I had ever heard this song before, such a blesssing, WOW!!!